PEACE.LOVE.MUSIC

HIM

here i go again its been almost a year since we last were happy he’s long moved on so why am i still dwelling on the past. why do i still hope he will return why do i feel the desire to cry and feel alone when i have no one to keep my mind off of him i think I’m getting better working and keeping my mind off of him but i still miss him a shit ton i don’t let everyone know how i feel inside cause i GET ANNOYING after a year yea anyone would but i can’t let go i don’t understand why … when i dream about him i wake up with the biggest smile on my face just seeing his face smile because he was mine just brought the butterflies back i wish he knew what i learned being with out him for soo long i miss my best friend plain and simple